Doctor, Doctor!

These thoughts that race through my mind aren’t helping to be a happier person. I feel like a failure and that I should be farther ahead in life and doing good for myself. I’m over the party lifestyle. Honestly, all I want to do is grow up. I need help getting on track and staying there for once. Cause see, that’s where my problem lies. Staying ON track has never been my thing. ” live for the moment, live for today” “live fast, die young. ” Things I actually thought were actually good rules to live by are all now just stupid mistakes I regret and have to live with. Every time I look in the mirror I’m reminded of a regret, something that eats me up and kills me just a little more each time.

On a better note, you Michelle Riley make everything great. I don’t have a worry in the world when I get to hold you and for that, I can’t thank you enough for being the love of my life and and keeping my head up when it needs to be. I love you.


To be young.

I ramble alot. And Im not always up to date. But everything I post I find interesting. If you dont thats fine.
This is my life, this is who I am. Not everyone likes me for who i am and what I do or have do, and thats fine.
All I ask is you come to me if youve got something you want to ask or know. Dont start gossip. But upfront and Honest.
the end.

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